Drama

Why do some people have to have a constant state of turmoil to be happy. My mother in law is that way. It started on sunday of last week, she came by unannounced and wanted to come in. Long ago we established a rule if you are not announced we will not let you in as she has abused the privelge many times in the past. She then ended up at my mother's house and then left about eleven hours later. I told her what I am going to bring for Turkey day dinner-green bean casserole and corn pudding. Well on tuesday night we hear from another relative we are going to bring the pies and that they were going too bring the casseroles. I heard about this wednesday morning because I was at work on tuesday night. WTF??? I was pissed off to say the lest. Well I decided that no way I was bringing pies, I brought Waldorf salad and Ranae's Brocoli salad. Well when I get there I avoid her, it's just easier that way. Well we say grace and then it's into the kitchen for food. Well she had her favorite dish up the food. Well she mixed up the stuffings- she put the special oyster stuffing in with the other stuffing. Good lord you thought that she had killed someone as much as my M-I-L carried on yelling and screaming and stomping around. I kinda laughed because of two things: one it wasn't me as usual and two it was her favorite daughter. This wasn't the only drama of the day but it was the funniest.

Space

What is this space all about.

Karate

Yeah!!!
It is Thursday!!
Karate.
Three whole hours just for me.
Wait the parents are here.

Winter Beauty

What beauty we have on this earth just waiting for us to appreciate it. Much Love.

Thanksgiving

Thank you to all those who try to improve the world for others. Thank you for those loyal friends and family. Thank you for the little ones who are pure innocence. Thank you for those who protect others. Thank you for the love and positivity.

Anxiety

I feel anxious and trapped. I feel I cannot move but I am moving. I am trapped inside my body-this fat unhealthy body. I try to change it but not to hard because that would be risking the fact I could fail. I know what lead to this much unhappiness and self abuse. I am trying to change it but it is the very nature of my being to blame myself for the problems of the world. I try not to look at it this way but it is part of my core. My sister was in town and I could not enjoy her visit because I was feeling bad about several things. I even stayed away as so that she would not get bothered by me. I know she does not feel that way but I do. I wish her and everyone love and Happiness, and I will try to enjoy my own happiness.

Camp In

Last night my son and I and a few hundred fourth and fifth graders spent the night at the Denver museum of Nature and Science. It was a very interesting experience. We arrived at 5:30pm and then had three hour long classes which were themed around the grossology exhibit. We had lung power, marvelous mucus, and it is good to be gross. In the first class we learned about the respiratory system and the teacher dissected sheep lungs for the class. In the second class we learned how wonderful mucus is and that we swallow on the average of a quart of snot a day. We also got to make our own boogers. I have the recipe if anyone is interested. In the last class we got to pretend we were dung beetles and make our own dung balls. We also learned that rabbits eat their own poop in order to get the most nutrients out of it. YUCK!!!! We then had snack and then free time of about an hour in the museum. Lights out was at 11:30 pm. Every group was assigned a sleeping area we were in Africa. I can tell you one thing the floors are hard as hell in the museum. If anyone does this I suggest an air mattress. In the morning the lights come on brightly at 7:00am. We then ate more free time, the IMAX movie the human body, the walk to the zoo for a 45 minute time frame and back to get on the bus to come home. It was alright until the Gestapo like teacher with us decided that the free time had to be spent together as a group and we all were going to the exhibits she was interested in. The kids were not happy and neither were the parents. Even the schools principal who came today said its free time do what you want just be back in time for the bus to leave. We had a good time overall. If there is a next time I will take an air mattress and drive myself so I can do what I want with the free time. Love to all.

Dreams and Things

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What have I been doing?

Let's see work, housework, and reading some amazing books by Phillipa Gregory. I picked out "The Other Boylen Girl" as some sort of entertainment while waiting in the waiting rooms for all the procedures the Sand Man has had. Once I started reading it was next to impossible to put down. After that I quickly bought the next book and read it quickly and moved onto the third. I am almost finished with that one and will have to find another. She researches history and stays true to it but fills in the fine details. She has an uncanny ability to write as if she was there. I believe what she writes to be extremmely true to the facts. I now have my mother enchanted with these books. If anyone has ever been interested in Anne Boylen and the times should really check these books out.
We had a good Halloween my house was inhabited by a Teenage Werewolf and a Girl Bat. We had quit a turnout of trick-or-treaters. Well I hope all is well. Many Blessings.