Whatever and all that stuff

I feel like I am in a state of blah. I had an up and down sort of day yesterday. It started out okay, had a great middle, an okay late middle and then a shitty end. I had to bend the rules of engagement at work in order for a mother to have the peace of mind that her baby went to heaven not purgatory. You see if a baby dies before it is baptized it goes to purgatory for all eternity. If it is stile attached to the placenta it is technically still alive because the mother is alive and is providing life to the infant. So the rules that I bent were to baptize the baby before the cord was cut. Checkmate Popey! The innocent win again.

Santa Claus is coming to town

Here comes Santa ready or not. Not go away Damn Santa I need about three more weeks. I have been power shopping and still am awaiting arrivals from internet orders. Then I have to wrap all the shit I bought. Then there is the whole decorating thing-am I a bad mom if I don't get a tree up this year? I am not really in the spirit of the season. I was up until one in the morning with the Christmas Cards. Love to all.Merry Christmas.

Fact or bull crap the truth behind the mystery

Here is the follow up to answer the questions you may have.
1.Totally left handed even though I can write with my right hand.
2.Scared to death of vomiting even surrounding alcohol.
3.Pick up truck Yes! ( a late 1970's -early 1980's Chevy or GMC with lift kit big fat muds and roll bar with lights).
4.Yes even though country is my favorite but I listen to all kinds- Kayne West and Sean Paul are some of my favorite rappers/hip hop.
5. Yes I have gone to college twice once right after high school and again about 7 years ago for my nursing degree- it was the same college and I only received one degree.
6.Yes as shameful as it is back in high school with my best friend Faye--BUT I DIDN'T INHALE.
7.My ideal home would be out in the wild country with horses cows chickens et cetera.
8.Yes a mechanics shop- my Grandpa's.
9.I do not have a brother even though I have several brother-in-laws that I am very close to and consider like blood.
10.I do believe in saints.
11.I have had a friend since 1986 and am still in contact with him.
12.My last grandparent passed away when I was 16.
13.I got my driver's license on June 17th 1993- when I was 21.
14.The queen of the flowers of course is the rose.
15. My eyes are brown.
16.Yes I did tell my teacher that at the age of 5. (Maybe Lola will follow in my footsteps)
17.I was born in Friend Nebraska.
18.I do collect angels.
19. English-yes. Spanish-yes (vagina Spanish). German-nine.
20. I was at my last job for almost ten years, and the current it will be 5 in January.
I hope this answers all the questions you have behind the mystery known as Annie-bo.

Fact or Bull Crap Copy Cat #2

List the crap in your comments.
1. I am left-handed.
2 .I have drank to the point of getting sick.
3. My ideal vehicle is a pick-up truck.
4. I listen to all kinds of music including rap.
5. I have gone to college twice.
6. I used to smoke.
7. I would prefer to live some place with land and animals.
8. I used to work in a mechanics shop.
9. I have a brother.
10. I believe in saints.
11. I been friends with someone for almost twenty years.
12. I have no grandparents living.
13.I have had my driver's license since I was 18.
14. My favorite flower is the tulip.
15. I have hazel eyes.
16. I told my kindergarten teacher to "Mind her own business".
17. I was born in Kansas.
18.I collect angels.
19. I can speak Spanish, French and German.
20. I have changed jobs every five years.

Far away

Here I am trying to reach out to you and you keep me at arm's reach.
I reach for you and grasp air, are you really there.
You try to keep me in a box that you control-but out I go.
I will not be pinned in or held down.
I am free and if you cannot see it that is your blindness.
You are the one who's vision is clouded.
You cannot see the truth you can only see the pain of your own mistakes.
You are the one who has caused this pain and turmoil.
I try to help you see past the abscesses but you dwell in your own pit of despair.
I will not go there and I will not be pulled there.
I will reach for a better place of peace and solitude.
I am not afraid I am not afraid.
I love you.